I just had to turn down an interview offer. It was part-time, and possibly temporary.
Even though I know that I couldn't afford it, it still sucks balls to turn down an interview.
I felt the same way back in March when I had to turn down an offer....
Hopefully one day the universe will answer my prayer about a new job. Until then, I'll just try to stay as sane as possible...but I can feel it, and my happiness, quickly disappearing.