A Fresh Start
Is what I need, I think. I'm going to try it. I completely erased my past weights from my online tracker, and I'm starting over, starting with last week's weigh in. Last week gave me the biggest number I've ever seen on the scale, and I'll be honest that I shed some tears over it. I had seen bigger ones, during the fluctuation of the week, but never on my official weigh in day. Maybe it's what I need to get my ass motivated again. I'm starting over at 256. First goal, 5% or 243.2. Now I'm off to pack my lunch for tomorrow, so I don't rush in the morning, and either say screw it, or pack something that I know isn't healthy. It's already in the tracker, too--so that is a good re-start, I suppose.